TO LIVE IS TO DIE

Thursday, July 31, 2008

was so tired man. yesterday i had to go all the way to botanical gardens. JUST TO TAKE PHOTOS. when we got there there was like a very nice angle .but in the frame stood a balding old man. stupid botak! spoil my picture. PLUS he din want to move. some photos taken.

ALOT OF WAITING TIME WHILE WAITING FOR THE SUN TO SET :D

dont laugh i was trying to catch them.

TORTOISE!

okay moving on. by then it was like about 8pm! rushed down to sunshine plaza just to eat muffins! it was so damn good man! hahaha SERIOUS! it was REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD!

Blood spills 10:36 AM

Monday, July 28, 2008

okay very very busy man...LOTS have happened!

THURSDAY! i manage to finish my painting amazingly! woohoo! it looks so pretty man! i cant wait to bring it back!

my painting of alexi laiho!

yeah went for dinner with amber and jy.. jy was like super random lar. me and amber were talking then suddenly she was like..I CAN PUT THE ENTIRE SPOON IN MY MOUTH!
hahahaha it was so retarded. omg.. so damn funny AND I VIDEO IT! i'll upload it another day. i need to rush off!

FRIDAY! woke up late. was so tired man. went to school for camp! no one help me move my painting sia.. anyw i moved it myself. was like really in a fucked up mood. so i sat in one Connor of the studio drawing..until the gals rescued me to go TM! so retarded lar. i sprayed some very very very very smelly perfume on Vanessa! hahahaa she smelled so bad man! lol i'm so sorry for making you smell like... hahahaha!
okay when we went back to school! i saw...
omg it was like super creepy lar..it was like 6 30 .and i was alone in the toilet outside the iad studios. when i was peeing half way i saw some white movement at the connor of my left eye. and a breathing sound. i coulden tell if the breathing sound was from the pipes of next to me. it was super creepy . anyw i was trying to keep calm. washed my hands and walked out the door. and ran inside the studio! shit man.
the next incident. me and aristotle and john. were sitting outside the bunk on the 4th floor benches. we were like waiting for melvin to finish his meeting so to bring us to smoke. we were like just talking about music lar. i was the only one sitting facing the inside of the block both of them were sitting facing opposite. i was looking straight when suddenly i saw something move across from right to left of the 5th floor corridor. so i looked up. and i saw this small kid hugging the pillar second from the extreme right. then i just kept quiet and look down. it was like fucking scary. first time i ever saw a real ghost. it was around 3 plus closing to 4 am.
the next day. elieen confirmed my sighting. when she confirmed that 5th floor has a small kid ghost called xiao ming. shit man .

okay lets not talk about the dead already. i my idea to have a music festival in tp! worked! TP FEST! woohoo vani liked the idea. so we'll have to work on it. so happy man! okay i need to rush my assignment!

Blood spills 9:22 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

omG! just reached home. about 12 FREAKING HOURS in school . it really drains you man. and i still have yet to finish my painting for tmr's submission . i have to finish alexi laiho's lips , draw in the strings. and finish the background. omg omg omg...fuck fuck fuck....and the other class can submit on friday but our class has to do it by thursday...wtf man... total unfairness... okay i'm tired.

Blood spills 12:34 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

entire day of painting and i'm burned. i 'm like super fed-up because i cannot get the right mix of colour for the face. irritating. ugghhh... i manage to paint and paint and paint until fell asleep. yeah. oh well . and also i got painted too... some how or rather i kinda painted my black tee abit white. but i washed if off. lucky its acrylic paint not oils. second time i got painted was when i walked pass cherlin's easer . when she swing her pallet. and i got a very blue sleeve .so i washed it off. the other class girls were like .. wa. you bathe again. 0.0 wet shirt + air con = a very cold justyn.

today i finally saw "the fat one" omg she really is fat. shes like put on ALOT of weight since the camp. her tummy looked like about 5mths? maybe 6. haha yeah and now she has like upgraded her completely pink outfits which she used to wear at the start of the year. to a punkish style. plus cut and dyed her hair very similar to amber's! maybe shes in love with him. and OMG she has like one of the biggest throttles in design school. yet she wear like mini skirts? hmm i'm estimating the skirt to be about 20 cm long from the waist. its like really an eye sore to even get a glimpse of her. now my eyes are killing me. AHHHH THE PAIN!!!

Blood spills 9:59 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008

its Monday and i'm feeling blue. am i? i'm uttering nonsense. i'm extremely exhausted. today is such a long day man. i think days are going to be VERY VERY VERY VERY long for the next few days. then on Friday i'll have camp! all the way to sunday. oh man . thats not all ... next week will have to rush my space planning final assignment. this really sucks. and next week will already be a new block. and the cycle never ends. i really really really need a holiday. another 2 more blocks to go.

today...i kinda finish the outlines for my 1m x 1m painting. so tmr i shall paint it. i'm going to paint a picture of alexi laiho. his so god damn awsom man. i think its going to take forever to finish. and at the same time i have to finish all the back dated home work. that consists of:
- view finder exercise
- pin hole drawing
- finish my texture drawing
- paint a colour wheel
- paint a pattern design

so going to DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

wow . today i saw this very very hot/ pretty gal at bugis starbucks. but i'm still crazy about R***
i think. but its like so not going to happen. she seems too good. oh man this sucks.

anyw. whatever lar. i just received my ghost pictures from yesterdays chalet.

look behind me.

hmmm maybe i'm a vampire. explains why i'm so evil

Blood spills 9:55 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

oh my fucking fuck. i'm in a fucking bad mood although i just came back from a party. and i'm so so tired din really get to sleep last night at rivy's place. i think i'm going senile. got so many things on my mind that i can focus on any one of them. which = to a massive headache and confusion.i wish the world would just die and be invaded by some alien life form and wipe out mankind. maybe then i'll be happy.maybe then i can finally lay to rest.i keep picturing the sky turning blood red. as millions of falling stones. plunge to the ground and explode. killing every one in is path.after that unleash the demons within the stones to finish what was started.i think i'm losing my sanity.

Blood spills 10:48 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

just finish song writing! well we kinda re-wrote the intro for SAY GOOD BYE . and nearly finish WORLD'S END! for those who dont know. world's end is going to be a fucking great hit. its about the end of the world as doomsday arrives.today we finish the structure of the enitre song with riffs and intro licks all done. just left with the verse and bridge lyrics and solo.

next up. THE DEATH BALLAD.well this song lets get a sneek preview about the story line. imagine yourself as a new wedd husban.but your wife had just died. The heart break, the pain eventually causes you to turn to suicide. to once again be with your one true love. its going to be abit different from what we have been doing with more cleans.

okay thats all i'm spilling. wait for the album to be out!

Blood spills 3:19 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008

wow kinda long since i updated. school is crazy man 2 modules 1 and 3/4 weeks of work to be done in 3 days. kinda sick. so going to die. and next week's dsc camp. i'm like kinda depressed but i dont really know why . so i trying the not talking thing again. well at lease not talking verbally. hmm anyw check this out man. the day before me and matt went to bukit timah. so well we had an interesting train ride. lol

Blood spills 1:09 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008

OMG OMG OMG i BURNED MY HAIR TODAY! YES! i burned my hair.. i was like soddering the input jack for my ibanez. when i heard a cracking sound. i look straight and my hair was curling up. so sad.now its like so short! i cut like 2 cm off the frindge..):
anyw i went to WZ birthday party. well i felt quite out of place there . along with abby. hahaha but well at lease some of the people who knew me came to talk to me. lol and lucky for ALISON! i din have to share a cab with some over dressed gals in high heels! THANK YOU ALISON!althought i dont really know her... i think shes quite a nice gal. oh well. anyw jamming early tmr . neeed sleep!

Blood spills 11:39 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

YES! finally out of changi general hospital! a fucking 3 days in there was all it took to bring me to the edge of sanity. so damn boring in there. morning to the next mornings were like EAT , TV, TV,TEXTING, MORE TV,ALOT MORE TV, WALKING AROUND ...(well that when was they took the pluck out of my hand.), OH YA. DID I MENTION THEY DONT REALLY HAVE CABLE? ONLY HBO. SO I HAVE WATCHED OCEANS 13 LIKE ...HMMM 3 TIMES? HOUSE ARREST TWICE, MURDER AT 1600 3 TIMES. THE MAKING OF OCEANS 13 OVER 20 TIMES . NOT TO MENTION ALL THE OTHER MOVIES THAT I WATCHED OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

yes! its that bad!plus i coulden sleep the first day and night. because there was a damn tube in my hand. omg never want to go back there again.
REALLY WANT TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CAME TO VISIT! REALLY MADE MY STAY MORE BEARABLE!=)

Blood spills 12:59 AM

Friday, July 4, 2008

shit i sick again. okay i din really recover but..yeah it really really really sucks man. the whole house hold is sick . and when i'm almost recovering my brother spreads the bug back to me and when his almost recovered i spread it back to him.its like a vicious cycle.

i'm like so tired but some how i suddenly woke up and started measuring up the room. so much work to be done. and i'm thinking that maybe the platform can have enough space to hold a double bass. it'll be so damn cool. anyw today ..hmmm yesterday i mean. matt was here and we realized how much we need josh. lol we were like jamming lar. and my brother was singing. okay trying to. everyone has soar throats. thanks to me. shit man. yeah like three sick boys making music. can u imagine how horrible we sounded. but it was okay. so need a double pedal man. i haven played really heavy music in like a week. cant take it any more.

Blood spills 2:17 AM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

today.. i went to the dog farms in parsir ris. the husky puppy was like omg so cute.i almost grabb it and ran away. but some of the farms there were like extremely smelly. most of the kennels din allow us to take photos. so sad.but got a few pictures of a few puppies. so sad i cannot keep dogs. oh well. need to buy my own house/mansion first.

Blood spills 11:07 PM